Right back at you.

Real short update before i go back to MSN-ing with my sweet heart.

And P.S i've changed my email. ☺

Headed to bedok with bitch yesterday, had our nails done. was laughing at the surprisingly small nails of my bitch. her nails are shaped in such a cute manner!!! so round and so small, call it a cute shape!!! ☺ was laughing at the results of our nails and had a real hard time adapting to the long and scratchy nails!!! bitch's catch line : i wouldn't dare to offend someone with nails like yours!!! headed over to era, tried training on dota yet again.

P.S i didn't admit that i was a pro in dota, so comeon.. save the " harsh " comments alright.Waited for JC, BB and wei darling. rainbow came down too and we was discussing about the cab fare to oasis. this really cute taxi driver stopped by and even talked to bitch and i and asked about this guy who ran from his cab and claimed that he was my friend!! know why? " no la because i see him that time, was with a bunch of pretty girls like you guys. "
So... we 6 got in the cab, and this korkor was really sweet!! charged us at a really cheap rate and we even took his number!! changed location and wanted to go to sabai sabai, changed again and headed to 18arms pub. finally reached and met up with the rest, noticed this really cute sign board " 18 and sexy "!!! Drank and sang songs, headed over to the toilet with the boss and she taught us about tampons!! had a really great night. cabbed over to MR and rotted for the whole night. the guys fell asleep while the other group accompanied us to get our tomyam mee!! cabbed home in the morning with babyw. ☺Yesterday was another great night spent with babyw. wanted it to ☂ but it didn't.... so it was a rather hot and humid night for me!! didnt you guys feel the heat?!

Stayed at home and played audi with sweet hearts, babyw got last.... as usual la!!! then i started to miss babyw, and that craze got so intense that i cabbed over to meet him at 2 in the morning! babyw bought western food and we dined at his house. ☺ for once babyw didn't restrict me on fatty food!!! promise to have my morning jog with him asap. chilled and chatted thru the night, had so much h2h talks and babyw told me about his really stupid and dumb dream!! told him about mine, and the funny thing was we both dreamed about each other!! ♥ Snuggled in his chest for quite some time. feeling his gentle strokes. listening to his calm voice and looking at his warm smiles, and time flew like.... so bloody fast. passed the night just like an other ordinary day, just that babyw added the special touch to my day. cabbed home and k-oed till now!!!!

Perfect days up ahead for me. can't wait for my 2 days 1 night trip overseas with babyw, bitch and VC. isn't life great?☺

Just to add on : wtf is wrong with forums?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? ugh, i somehow feel that some legal actions should be taken upon them. theres like over 10000 pix up there. wtf? ☹

Mount faber :

Hello readers!! Just a short update before i get back to my online game. Just a random question, have you guys ever been to mount faber?

If you guys haven't, its time to explore mount faber with your peeps!! i had a really fun and exhilarating night yesterday, exploring the whole of mount faber. okay... maybe not the whole of mount faber. But by the time i got out, i was drenched in sweat and my legs felt like jelly!! Mount faber has hidden places where quite a few have not explored.. if your asking me to pin-point out exactly where i went. Sad to say i can't provide you the exact location because every road and steps looked similar to me!

Okay... i did my "research" on mount faber and took some pix!!!
Beautiful scenery...

More pix :Okay just adding on, this house looked really spooky in the night!!!!!!! it was mad dark and it looked really new but spooky. its those weird feelings that you'll get when your watching a horror movie with an empty tummy. :[

I bet weiwei, felicia, bunnie bao and co remember this house... tsk.Had to climb long flights of steps in order to reach the top...it looks really pretty in the morning/afternoon. but seriously, you wouldn't like it in the night! Looked like a mad forest who've been taken over by the dark.

Alright, i think you get the idea of mount faber... its practically a park/forest/jungle. aiya just one place with alot of trees/grass and especially vines!! those really long vines.... gives me the creeps! am not a really eco-friendly person. :<Alright, okay enough parkie talk. moving on to the blog post :

Met baby at his house and waited for him to prepare, he can be such'a slow poke!! waited for him while chatting on the phone with jiajia. Baby got ready, helped him blow dry his hair. Helped him to button his bloody shirt, and he said that if this happens in the future, he'll surely be late for work!! 好心没好报! lied on his laps and had a short heart 2 heart talk. aw, i love his snuggles! was ignoring everyone's call till we realised that we had dragged for more then 30 minutes!!

Cabbed over to pasir ris, met wei darling, fellie, vance, ford, jiajia & JC. Had mac's and we girls got crazy over to sentosa cove thing!! bus-ed over to E, realised that there wasn't a single soul in E... and finally we knew why!! there was no mother fuck'in internet!!! played dota and surprisingly... i wasn't really noob!!! and felicia had a mega kill on me... like wtf right? :[
( eating tons of vinegar. )

After dota, went to puff and finally we decided to head to vivo for a mini expedition trip. which turned out to be fuckin fun!!!!!!!!! read on to find out :
Imagine climbing 8 stories high....

So... we decided to take the longer route, hoping to spot for anything in action!!! if you guys still dont know what we're up to. we're actually trying to spirit hunt!!! was nagging at baby for the whole journey, my legs felt like jelly being squished. Finally reached, the view was really chio!! Had night breeze and we could see the whole singapore from up there, okay... maybe not the whole. but the view was still, awesome! :>

Pranked call, chatted and wei darling was nagging about the heat!! we girls got really paranoid and we somehow got lost. JC forgot the route. headed to this pond, vance claimed that the last time he was there, there was a human head in the pond!!! gave me the spooks but i went about saying " wheres the head?! " and vance replied. " i think its not here today. " was laughing!!

finally reached this really pretty place!! took pictures :Aw shaggy cork and my dearest sister : you two better lastlong okay, really happy that things are getting better for both of you! really am delighted. shall have more happy times and happy memories together okie. lastlong 18ths!! :>
Never will i live my days without you, sillybum! :*

Slacked around while my dearest wei darling's mood got really bad and she was showing her attitude to everyone, was trying to calm her down with ice cream. and she finally umchio-ed when we talked about a certain topic.Sat around the really big space and stared into the sky, puffed and chatted. time flew by... and vance was nagging at us to get our ass out of the friggin place as " something(s) " were staring at us for a long time... i already felt uneasy when i entered the place, asked fellie and wei darling and they didn't feel anything till vance told us about what had happened.
Walked around the jungle and wanted to explore the mayor daughter's tomb. but ended up getting lost and my leg's were getting squishier by the moment. and the mosquito weren't being really friendly either!! :< Walked up a really long flight of stairs and got really pissed at the steep ends of the stairs. was sweating and was really hot, walked for quite some time and sadly, we didnt manage to find the princess tomb. headed to a playground and slacked till dawn. bused home with fellie, wei darling, jiajia and babyw.
Was freezing in the bus.. thanks for the warm hugs babybum. lied on his laps and sort'a dozed off, still feeling the gentle strokes on my hair. woke up with a numb butt and a cramp leg!! i know it sounds pathetic, and fellie bitch was nagging about becoming a ice ball. and wei darling's face was classic, frozen face!!!!! rushed out of the bus and was shivering like nobody's business. Waited for a cab, while felicia and jiajia cabbed home. Wei darling was being really retarded, i think the chill got the better of her. she was laughing at herself, hugging the pole and lying flat on the advertisement board. i even asked her to be a beggar!! and she almost tried it!! but she never fails to make me smile haha!!
A heart that connects. Family. :>

Am so happy with what i've got now, i feel really contented. being loved is really better then loving someone! Have been playing pokemon with my loved ones for the past few days!! really awesome and amazing. i am fuck'in in love with pichu, vulpix, dratini and my all time fav, eevee!! if you guys dont know what those names stand for, search it up in google!!

29th : memories of you - last a lifetime. its true when people say, the spaces in my fingers were created so that you could fill them in. and, i guess this phrase is really true : one's heart may break, but the person will still be loving you with all the lil broken pieces. Love you ttm dearest babybum, i miss you so much! shall see you tomorrow alright? ( XxX, muaX. ) :*

Alright, thats all. hope you guys enjoy!! escape tomorrow.. lets see... pink or black?

Here by :

Hello readers k i lied im still posting and blogging!!!!! but im posting firstly because of mummy aka xiaobaby, she taught me so much for the past few months. shall dedicate a post for her l8tr on. And im blogging as its my almost everyday thing already, and quite a handful of readers have been texting me regarding on " why i closed down my blog ". so yeap, here i am, bringing you a post filled with pictures!

I am already prepared for ww2 on my tagboard later on, saying that i'm an attention seeker as i vowed never to blog and this and that, but oh well. who predicts the future? its my option to blog and its your job to read. if you read on you'll understand why i posted the other post. Alright so here's the lengthy post :

Had dinner with bitch after our shopping trip at tamp. Swear the food was good, but the fatty meat was all over my bowl and i only realised when felicia told me!!! was a good day. waited for wei darling, was supposed to watch " my sisters keeper " gave it a skip as wei darling already reached. 2 meal for 30 over bucks, call it a heart grabber. ~Had alot of jokes during dinner time.I love tofu, they are healthy!!!
This is fats from my bloody bowl of ramen!!! omg. :[
My new baby SS!! :*
Pix at the toilet :
Wei darling reached, headed to find medmed and soon after had an arguement with mummy. headed home, bathe and headed back out to sengkang.
was really shag, but still headed out to find babyw, vance and co.

Sengkang - punggol exploration :

Vance, ford, babyw, jiajia, elmole, jincai, wei darling and i went to explore around the whole of punggol + sengkang. walked for more then 3 hours!! a really good way to burn fats as i was sweating like w-t-f-ness. adding on to the wildlife encounters!!! spotted a baby snake. it appeared right infront of us. Wei darling and i was trying means and ways of catching it, but it got away!!! right after that, jiajia tripped on a frog, and babyw said that it was a toad.. idk which is which so we continued walking till we found this really cool road way..
Look at the road, its really really long.Wei darling and i. i love her so much! :*Shaggy cork brother!

Right after, we headed for punggol!!! got kinda lost and i was nagging about my legs being very the " suan " from the long walk from sengkang to punggol!!! and then we walked pass white house, wei darling and i needed a toilet and we was really despo for peeing!! Headed to punggol end and......... we got lost, saw this really handsome guy aka pilot on the way and asked him for directions! explore the whole motherfuckin forest, and encountered some thailand workers. chatted with them and continued our search for the slaughtering farm.

Encountered this really weird beatle. looks like those kind of beatles which you would probably see inside the pyramids!! saw this really hairy and digusting spider. walked and puffed and at around 7 plus, wei darling cabbed babyw and i home!!! XxX

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3 days ago :

Bitch came over to my place and she was without makeup!!!!! darn cute. so i had to help her put on her makeup and she was nagging at my skills. tsk, complain queen! went to have my hair trimmed, had my eyebrowns done and the girl from the shop was asking me to relax as i was really tensed when the tweezers got close to me!!! and she lied to me!! she did use the tweezers when she said that she didnt. :[

Headed to bedok inter, got my stuff and cabbed over to E. met xiaobinbin, dardar & adeline. Played audi while waiting for wei darling to reach! Puffed and ran around E, had so much fun! thanks for the chocolates dardar. sweet of her to get back chocolates from malaysia! XxX
Right after, puffed and i felt really really unwell. wanted babyW so badly... but he was still on the way with xiaoken and wei darling. Sisters comforted me and dardar gave me a free massage!!! making the rest say that they were " unwell ". Headed to the kopitiam with the boys and had our dinner. and we was damn pathetic cause we " 1 piece of tissue 5 people share "!! but it was really funny and sweet. i drank my hot chinese tea and was feeling so much better.
Xiaobee korkor and co came down l8tr on, and soon the whole group was being really really noisy! Had so much fun running up and down, disturbing binbin and..... rx!!!!! waited for wei darling and she finally reached, missed her so much! the below pix were taken by the guys who had some fun at the back of E :
Totally stupid!Cramp finger. hahahahahaha!!
Guinea pig cleaner!!!!! whenever i look at the few up coming pix, i tend to laugh. REAL BAD.

Gosh i mean LOL......
Focus on the stick!!! and his expression HAHA.More stupid pix by the guys :
k finally got the cam back to me!!!! and so zilian 1 pix HAHA :
Wei darling. :*
Took pix with the girls while the guys were playing dota.
Aw do you see felicia kissing me. i love her so much!!!
Ma girls. :*Typical boy style.k that was candid. ignore. LOL.And so we tried some audition pose....Lim bin hui : eh you idiot gurl, i know your waiting for my blog post hehex!!! had so much fun with you on msn earlier on, see ya real soon. i miss your crap. :*

Took more pix, this can go on.. forever :
M'a penguin. :*
Retarded.Looking at leen's cam hahaha!!!
So right after the camwhore-ing session, we girls got back up to find the boys and guess what?! They were still dota-ing, like wtf.....................

So we played audition and i pawned jiajia in cc4. felt so proud!!! we girls were pk-ing the boys and soon later everyone was joining in to the fun. went to accompany baby while he was dota-ing, lied on his shoulder and stared at the game for bloody long. at least baby gave me a smooch on my head for the long wait!!!!! i love the way he sayangs my head hehe!! :*
Right after that, dota round 1 ended, and they started a round 2!!!! so we girls went over to macdonals to have our hair tied, and we were fooling around in mac till the manager came and scolded us. :[

Headed out of macs and went to find the guys at the kopitiam!!! Guinea pig!!!!
Right after, felicia bought this really super sour prune in the afternoon and guess what? we was chasing brendan, rongxin, ahpoh, babyw, guinea pig and almost everyone and forcing the guys to eat the super sour prune!!! ( for pregnant ladies )Their expressions were really priceless, rongxin puked 3 times! while the rest were trying to pretend that they have swallowed when they didnt!!!!!!! and they ran away so binbin chased rongxin around the whole carpark, while fel and i was forcing the guinea pig + ahpoh + brendan to eat. wei darling and co was checking their mouths and it was really damn chaotic. as prunes were all over the floor!!! BabyW spitted out 2 prunes!!!!!! he also another cheater hahaha. had so much fun and laughter, right afterwards we all got tired and sat down and chatted + puffed. while vance and i were brainstorming and where to go :
Went back to E and slacked while vance and co went up to search for the next place. they went to SPI while we girls and guys were playing catching and talking cork! was disturbing rongxin and binbin till their face were like wtf!!!!! ( shy. )
Ji ke ai yi xia. hahaha.
Guinea pig in kampong java park :Finally found the place, called bun and rong brother to head down to kk first. while the 18 of us cabbed down, mood got somehow ruined because of babyw. was really grumpy and was trying my best to hold back my attitude. things got really out of hand and alot of arguements happened. cried and cried and we got split up. was only with wei darling, bunnie bao, rong brother, dan brother, xiaoken brother and fellie. while the rest were at novena and we was at vivo.Almost ended with babyw, broke my r.s with jiajia and vance and alot of alibaba things!!!!! was really sad and cried on my own. had to be strong infront of fel, so........ i kept smiling and insisted on continuing the haunted expedition on our own. Walked a really long distance and we finally found this really freakish house which wasn't stated in SPI ( singapore paranormal investigations. ) super freakish. the bloody house didnt even have doors!!! it was just a house. spooky much? we girls didnt bother and continued walking, saw really weird houses. And we gained nothing but tons of mosquito bites, sweat and was picking up 相思豆's. Right after, bunnie bao and rong brobro argued and vance and fel argued... babyw and i argued, everyone's mood was really fucked up. headed over to kakibukit with felicia, bunnie bao and wei darling and slacked + our own stuff. i fell asleep on the floor and woke up feeling really shag. babyw was begging me to go down era to find him, so... i headed down with bunnie bao. and we didnt talk, and yet again i cried till like wtf. and in the bus i cried, all the way home and the bus even broked down at some fucking unknown place and i was really shag...

what a night.

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Locked myself at home for 1 day, eyes were really puffy and wtfness. :[

Went to find babyw yesterday, and was waiting for him at his playground. was on the phone with wei darling for almost 1 hour!! while babyw and co was at orchard. was really scared as i saw figures at the blocks, and it really freaked me out and it was already like... 12am!!!!!! had this really cool conversation with wei darling!!! you know i know la hor biatch hehex.

Babyw finally reached and went to baby's house and stayed there, had real long talks, talked till we both somehow dozed off. wokeup at 8am and was bugging him to close the curtains as it was really bright!!! he was like my maid, constantly bringing in drinks and food. so sweet. played this really stupid thing by drawing on each others face and he ended up with a blue mustache!!
Talked to his little sister and played with his pet cat, his mum scolded me for wearing such short pants!! ate what his grandmum cooked, and babyw taught me dota. but im still like.. super noob. luping ( his lil sister. ) babyw and i were watching this really creepy horror movie on youtube!!! and luping was squeezing my hand while i was squeezing baby's hand and it was really funny. while baby's mum was playing with maomi ( the cat! ) soon later, vance brother, felicia, adeline and jincai reached and baby helped shaggy cork brobro to dye his stupid ghim mo hair. i tried some at my tail ends and ended up having a motherfukin red eye, cabbed home while baby and co left for era. :>

k super long post, probably my longest post ever!!!

Dedication to mummy :
As promised mummy, thanks for teaching me so so much... things that i will never learn without your guidance, your patient for me never dies. i love you so much felicia tham!!! you mean so much to me, as you said you treat + dote on me as thou as im your rl blood daughter and yes, i treat ya as my real blood mummie. thanks for being there for me, teaching me the rights and wrongs. making me realise who to trust and who not to trust. I now believe what you say, i will learn from this experience. humans are more evil then ghost, i know mummy. and if they ever come back begging, i will know what to do already. thanks for always being the path for me, aku cintah kamu la ibu. smoochie. :*

k heres the belated 11th month post for babyw :

Happy 11th month baobei :
Aw sweetest, you know you mean so much to me and nothing can change that fact! im sorry for showing you my un-tolerable attitude for countless of times and you just endure with it. You know how much you mean to me, dont you? the 1000 words love letter i wrote and every lil bits and pieces of memo's that makes up this love. thanks for the stars you folded. somehow, someway, stars has a really special meaning to both of us, right? 1 more month to the first anni. and we have to be nuns till the 20th okie sweetheart, remember ah nuns ah sillybum hehe!!! can't wait for the oversea's trip with you and the other 4!! see ya real soon, im missing you although i just saw you yesterday. i miss your scent. :[

On msn with limbinhui and earlier on.. we sort-a disturbed rongwei and i was acting like a sex maniac! okie this is for binbin : i love you limbinhui LOL. shall stop blogging, my braincells hurts like wtfness.

do tag nice, will blog real soon!!!

For the final time :

♡ : Till here : 021109, 10.12am.

I've laid my last pen, my final words before i close this blog down. I finally realised the darkest side of life, the most unbearable fact. the most hurting words one could say, seen the most cruel acts done by their closest ones.. i feel really weak right now, i can't vent to anyone for that matter.. but only to the fucking modem. I can't feel anything right now, utterly numb.. the only thing that will be with me thru this whole period, would be memos. memos of you, us and everyone. this is my final verdict and nothing is gonna change it.

Lying on the bed for the past 24 hours, sleeping at the same spot drenched with tears. Hugging the same old blanket which you gave me. reading the sent and received text for countless of times. Recalling every memory as the hours flashed by, dreaming about the unrealistic. hoping for something.. that wasn't there to begin with. i realised something... and i hope it would be the last thing that i would actually take note of, and that was.. never to trust anyone, be it your boyfriend/sister/brother or even plain and mundane friends. trust only yourself. You can have many sisters, tons of brothers, tons of gans, but when it comes down to your close ones, ask yourself who had been there for you?

- Friendship can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion :
The past 13 of us : tang guo tian mimi, to the cases we made, to the gossips we had, to the hugs and kisses we gave, to the numerous amounts of memo' FCLKYSASHBSV.. all kept in my ♡. take real good care, thanks for the memo'

- Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation :
And to the special you, i know your answer.. already do know. there's so many things which i wanna tell you, that many things which i need to express and let you feel and understand. i guess realization came a lil too late.. i've let the stubborn side get the better of me. i need you to know the importance of you towards me, but the harder i try.. the further you get.. so long farewell, hope you would actually remember everything i said, from the start till today. thanks friend. ♡

Last : There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy, till here.
Off to somewhere happy tonight, where no sorrows can drench happiness. :)

When forever isn't enough.

Okay...... promised to update but i didnt!!! im really really sorry, heres a post to make up for what i said yesterday. As you all know, i'm quite a forgetful person. That is why things that are supposed to be done today, gets done ..... in a few weeks!! i must change this 老毛病 asap!!

okay first of all, before i get started on my blog post, guess who are the 4 people below! Played this really cool + funny game at E with my sweethearts!!!
( picture blurred due to privacy. ) have fun guessing!!!!!
this pix has a link to our 3rd last paragraph!! continue reading.

Okay back to topic : Met daddy + godmummy for dinner! As usual... they kept stuffing me with food till i was all bloated and round. i mean.. literally round! God mummy then bought out chocolate's from aussie and we chatted in her room till.... aprox : 12? Thanks for the advice god mummy, you always give the best + most appropriate advices! love ya ttm. " i shouldn't care about those who hate, but care for those who love + dote me. " shall remember that from now on, must.... really remember! ugh.Daddy sent me home and i cabbed over to E, bitch and bunnie bao came to fetch me from my cab!!! how sweet, this is why i love you two so so much!! saw them and gave them real big hugs! And walked over to E.
Sadly this guy went home before i reached era. fucking poh yong ming aka korkor = sunshine boy!!!!!

So.... we girls slacked at the 2nd floor while the boys were doing i-dont-know-what. took so effing long. and finally we girls met them and puffed! went back up and bunnie bao showed me her 300 year old cordon bleu martel. Got me staring at it for a long time!
This got me puking for over..... 5 times!!!!

So.. we girls were bored :
My very act cute but not really very cute pose. sigh... i can be up to some really stupid things.

So... camwhore!!! :
this is like... so unprepared la.
Aw bunnie bao, love her ttm!
Wei darling!!!!
Awwwwwww, * heart melts. *

More pictures due to serious boredom :
I was attracted to the lightning, it got me..... so hyped up at 1am.
See that spiral thingy, i mean....... so chio!!!!
Much love.I spy rainbow!
Ignore the face.

And so we were playing around with the lighting, laughing and screaming at aprox 1.30 am. I mean notice how cool the lighting's are?!?!
much hugs to my babies!
Rainbowbowbowbow!!!So.. we took some individual shots and mine turned out to be rly... outer space like.
heart shape 4 u?

I love the first picture!!!! credits to fellie fel, she laughed when she took my pix!!! know why, she claimed that an alien = UFO was landing on my head. but i still love the effects + colour combination. Okay after taking an hour of photo's + dumb chats we made our way to the ground floor! and noticed the boys at the alley.
And we decided to name them : COPK in SOPK ( secret. ) dont they look like a class to you?!!!
health teacher!!!!! P.E teacher!!!!! ( laugh ttmaxie!! )
Graduating in 2012 12 december 2pm, woots!!!!!

So after all the fun and laughter, the boys did their everyday stuff while we girls got " zoot " at by alot of ang-moh-langs + indians + chinese. We got pissed and tried to " zoot " back at them, and both groups were laughing. we was laughing at them.. and they were laughing at us. really stupid, really.Then wei darling realised that she knew someone from the group!! Right afterwards they " zoot " us again and this time brothers heard it.... so.... ya di da di, yeap got screened in the end. like why am i always the one without my ez-link, sad.. ( finally got it like yesterday!! ) the police can only say up to 4 lines :

• where are you going after this?
• does your parents know that you are out?
• which school are you from?
• how did you all know each other?

okay.. so ya di da di, screened and we went to the back alleh for some drinking, got scolded by the boss and so we girls left first and continued our drinking session. babybum accompanied me thru out the whole drinking session. thanks sweet, much love. :>
Was drinking at a really fast rate and started to do stupid stuff such as :

• Played scissors paper & stone with felicia.
  
• played some hai tai game with ford and bunnie bao.
• was talking to wei darling and she and i drank!!!
  
• and we both ended up laughing at each other!!
  
• drank pure martel with felicia " drink it in one breath to make our sistership last 4eva! "
• got really drunk after that. -_-"
  

The only thing which i remembered was me, snatching everyone's drink and dan dan brother saying " sister if you love brother must keep quiet, promise? " and i said " okay promise. " and right after that, i started to run & shout!!! totally forgot the promise i made to dan dan brother!! Right after that, wei darling told me that i fell into the toilet bowl, not inside but on top!! and i fell right flat on my face!!! and everyone was laughing, z'omg so fucking stupid la i swear. :[

Right after that they dragged me up and i was puking, i remembered ken brother nagging at me! and why? because i was lying in a really awkward position which made me vomit like 5 times!!! i was tearing and etc, and finally i dozed of in baby's arms! hugged him and fell asleep till 11am!!!!! and i cabbed home and had a hang over. omg............ so stupid right? :[

okay, thats all to wrap up : exams are over + school holidays is here!!! wishing everyone an enjoyable school holiday. recieved a phone call from chanel + text from sheila yesterday!!! claiming that they are planning an outing, and guess what they are like... my p6 mates?!?! but still, i miss them so so much. kay, heading out l8tr for gym + heading to tm for some-secret-thing-to-do. which i will not say. lunch is home + my horror VCD, shall go now. baibye.

Do tag nice. i love you babybum, shall see you later... or tomorrow! and its exactly 1 more day to our 11th/4th month, i love ya so much. your goodnight message from yesterday's text is still lingering in my heart. still can feel its sweetness 有没有？( and now im smiling like one idiot. ) :>

This time :

Will blog when im home, promise to flood this blog with pix!!!! :>

Am happy that my blog hits reached 300k, be it for refreshing or for daily readers or just plain spammers, thanks ttm! My new baby is coming home today with daddy, right after his work + daddy is gonna deliver it to me, i feel so loved. thanks daddy, i love ya so much!!!

( smoochies + Y . )And to the spamming, lay down. i get what your trying to say so you dont have to repeat. unless you have stm and forget about what your actually trying to say. godmummy is right, i should just ignore spammers and live on with the people who love + dote me. aw, thanks for the choco's from aussie godmummy, love you so much. see you on sat okie!!! So from today, you ban + spam = i delete + ban. Sad 2 say, one click and poof. to my predictions : expecting tons of spams tonight, but gone with a click. so... try harder? try physical instead of verbal? " action speaks louder then words " hate me that badly, you need to vent, dont ya?
This adorable + sweet bee was handmade by godmummy. aint it cute?! its smiling!! :>
Shall learn that on sat, and ensure that my sweet tooth goes mad on saturday night! Okay i'll be out real soon, shall blog when im home. promise! baiiiiiiibaiiiiiibye. tag nice.

Let this game begin :

Drawn by the artist mr apple tan yee loke!!!!! AW, he claims that im ( which one again? ) I kinda forgot, but yeap........ rated : A* and i had a typo in his name and he AAAAAAA-ED me in msn, fucking gave me a shock and i somehow thought that it was my anjing ahhao! LOL.

Stupid much, but still very cute + entertaining. haha thanks for being there for quite some time, takecare on your court on 29th! and when your fine, text me! I love cheryl, shes dumb + cute, hahaha the exact way my sist should be. and im fucking hyped up now. gonna go out at 6, XxX. One more thing, im having tons of i-miss-hanwei cells in my body!! need-to-meet-him!! LOL.

And save those stupid tags for yourself, dont make me shove it down your ass! should jio them out today, yes i should. woots. bai!!!

Totally true.

The Bottom Line

Do not shy away from speaking your mind and starting any heated debates today.

In Detail

Despite your best efforts, you can't give someone confidence -- they have to earn it by challenging themselves and moving outside their comfort zone. Let go of the efforts you've been making to change other people -- and put the focus back on yourself right now. Too much effort has gone toward pleasing other people -- it's time to make choices based on what you want, not on what you think others want. Trying to read someone else's mind is sure to frustrate you.

minutes ago, chanced upon this love page ( stating the 20 best and most touching love phrases. )

am i in love or what, ugh babywong you better step out of my head right now!!!

did tweet about the phrases but i shall just name it here, i find them so so meaningful :

1) In the end we always return to the people who were there from the b.e.g.i.n.n.i.n.g.

2)L.o.v.e. is such a BIG word; for only four little letters.

3)Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

4)When people laugh and ask me what I see in you. I laugh and tell them everything you don't.

5)If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.

Okay im gonna be selfish, the rest is for my private collection!! woots. okie off to do some love quizzes, whats with me these days. hahaha ( i wonder. )

Love bites.

Hello readers!! Finally one post with more then 50 pix, satisfied. Apparently i forgot what i did for the whole week due to stm ( short term memory ) so... i shall just blog about what happened yesterday? sounds good? ( nods. )
Okay after 10 minutes of thinking, i finally remembered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 days ago, cabbed down to sengkang with ahhao. he wasted my 20 bucks! reached sk cc, saw wei darling, vance brother, xab brobro, babybum, nightkids, jincai, dayan, shawn, manford and other peeps! Babybum was drunk, was really worried for him. ( inserts a worried face. )

Had a real long h2h with wei darling, lied on the field and gazed at the night sky. babybum accompanied me and his temperature was really high. Had a talk with shawn and then we got screened for trespassing. i mean.... wtf?

Met up the rest at block 317, slacked at there and fed the boys this really cool dog like pill!! and a few others were feeling better. dayan brother lent me his specs and he said that i looked like a teacher woots. Babybum waited for me under my block, got changed and off to Jiajia's brother condo for gym. Waited for babybum under his block and made him go up and down for 3 times! Pix of my spoilt phone. ugh, twice in a month is no joke!

Reached pasir ris, boarded the wrong bus!!!! and it brought us to tamp, bused back and it finally brought us to his condo. like finally, it took us two bloody hours!! was drenched in sweat and another problem surfaced!! Jiajia dozed off and we sneaked in to the wrong condo, and knocked at the wrong door and we had to re-sneak in!!! i swear i was pissed, and finally for the 3rd hour, jiajia was awake. waited for felicia to reach and she brought us mac's. how sweet!!!!!!

Played and chilled till night, jiajia became a beast. madness in the room till 8. and cabbed home!! didnt sleep for the past 28 hours.

• Woke up at : 10am.
• ( due to the early knock-out from the night before, i slept at 9pm!! wtfness! )
• Left the house at : 6 - 7 pm.
  

Fellie cabbed over to fetch me, how sweet! Reached bedok inter, met bunnie bao + wei darling. went to get my eyelashes and eyelash glue. i feel really insecure when my eye lash glue runs out!
Right after that, waited for wei darling and bunnie bao brought me to this shop, had my nails done.
My nails were done in this really relaxing place, so after choosing and picking for 1 hour, finally chose black-blue for the first layer and white design's for the thumbs! was supposed to get jewels, but things happened.

pix of me in the room :
Base coat done.

Felt really pampered, she even got me a pillow! Had some talks with ma bitches while we chilled on sushi in the air conditioned room. Joked about tons of stuff, wei darling has a sunshine butt!!! bunnie bao had a mushroom butt, while fellie had a flower ass!! woots, sexy!
I love the flowers, they are really pretty!!!
And after 1 hour of the nail art, it was done.

Met jae, rongrong and the rest outside, walked over to find vance brother, xboi elmole and co. Was really pissed and unhappy, i chipped my nail the moment i walked out!! the same result when i did my nails with peipei. Babybum reached and i went to buy my stuff with fellie. Went to see the ss phone, woots!! i can't wait till i get mine tml!!

Cabbed to hougang.
Was spending money like wtf-ness!!!!
Went over to elmoles house. Puffed and slacked with vance brother, xiaoahboi brobro, xiaored brother, elmole, babybum and co. Idiot in boi's house hehehehe. *ω*Love my bitch!!!

Took more pix at Elmole's house :
And so we girls got really corky, and we started to play with elmole's egg!!
Like chuasai only. *ω*

Retarded us :Aw i love babybum!!! :*
And the rest of our pix is for my private collection!!!
His face is priceless :
You know you want to laugh.... ~
*ω* : NO COMMENTS!!!

Went out for more puffpuff's and h2h's and more pix :I just love you guys the way you are. Right after, vance and co left so.. babybum, fellie, wei darling and i cabbed over to bedok. thanks for the ride fellie. made up my mind during the ride, one word : have fun while it last. Had a real hyped up time with wei darling at the back seat!! Stupid pad, miss sunshine ass woots! Headed to kaki bukit with baby and had a real long walk with him from kaki to bedok reservoir.

i really enjoy long walks with baby, even with those huge + heavy bags from the shopping trip earlier on. Went to 7-11 and got tons of junk food, and tried this new pokka tea. and continued to walk, thanks for the care baby. :* Finally reached after 30 minutes, felt like an hour!! my legs were aching and baby even offered to carry me, my sweetest. Reached and i had to use this fucked up toilet as the other toilet was under renovation. and i was really scared, thanks 2 baby for being there for me 23/7!! ( minus the time that your sleeping. ) Had lots of h2h under the night sky, lied on his shoulders and chatted till dawn. Did really stupid stuff while eating!!! and even tried the paopao game + 22 seconds, you know i know baby. fed him seaweed and chocolates. aw, i missed that moment. Babybum piggy backed me and walked for quite some time and after awhile he got tired and both of us landed on the ground! Looked at the sky and formed patterns with the clouds, listened to songs, sang and hugged till dawn. I wished that it lasted forever. you know how important you are to me la okie, i dont have to write it out. as long as you feel it!!! Fellie and i are rotting at msn, know why...? cos both of our boyfriends are at dota. once again. " i fucking hate dota" !!!!!! boyfriend stealer.

*ω* : 6 more days to 11th/4th month babybum! you'll always be indifferent. Found this really meaningful song called 還能不能. nice ttm. okay enough of blogging. will be meeting daddy + god mummy + fellie tml for dinner. i miss godmummy + daddy.

Life is just perfect in this way, stay like that. I now realise i only need a few, not a bunch. the rest can just eff-off like how the others did. this is to you and you and you and everyone for that matter. Note : i don't need any of you to turn my life upside down. so what if i cry, crying doesn't mean i'm afraid to lose you guys, it just means that i'm learning to move on. :>

How strong, is the strong? did u ever see thru the inner strong.

Till date :

Exactly 4 days since i blogged!! i'm really satisfied with my new blog skin, took at least 2 hours to get it done!! theme : black, pink, purple. thanks yueshi for the help too! love you ttm. :> Been doing tons of things for the past few days!!!! too many things + lack of time. Just made this random wish a few days ago... " god please let time exceed 24 hours! " which is clearly impossible. Spent the most time with baby + sisters + brothers. i somehow feel that i'm imperfect without them.

Well note : my phone is spoilt!! ( contact me via msn ) thanks to neo jia jia and lee jia hao!!!! it flew 360 degrees yesterday night when i was about to step out of my bloody house, and now its LCD screen has this really really bad crack, i cant see anything!!!!! and i have to survive till saturday.. before i get my touch screen phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Daddy is really smart this time.. using sat as an excuse for me to meet him : in order to drag me to see my school's PC ( personal counseller). His smart, for once!!!! so that i wouldn't have to put him + god mummy on aeroplane during saturday night! :<

One more short para for babybum!!! sweetest, thanks for being with me thru-out this whole week, been thru so much. shed countless amount of tears right infront of you, hugging you like there was no tomorrow. Shows how important you are to me. If nothing happens on tuesday, i'll remember the promise i made... or should i? Sorry for making you see the weakest side of me, letting you be on guard 24-7, making your eyes fill with anxiety. Making you sigh for countless of times thru out... im sorry baby!!! :< 我真的好爱你，好爱好爱你。。k i admit, im overflowing with love cells!! Oh well, i guess.. this is me. the real me. :>